Mr. Telephone Man ☎

It was a sunny afternoon in March…. My phone rang and when I answered, I heard a computerized voice say “You have a collect call from in inmate at….” and then I heard his voice. In that moment, the memories hit me like a ton of bricks. The long telephone conversations we had back in high school, the after school meet-ups, all of the summer events we attended together…. It was a carefree, fun, and exciting time in our lives. Not a worry in the world. Somehow, we were here. He was calling me after all these years from fuckin … Continue reading Mr. Telephone Man ☎

Emotional Rollercoaster…

Before I begin the next entry, I thought I’d break from my script of life and just….well…. I never imagined my life as an adult would be what it is today. I could have never thought up enough bullshit. I’ve gone through some of the most terrible pain….pain that I didn’t think I could survive. There were some days that I couldn’t physically function. I felt so weak, so broken. Stress, stress that I can’t control, literally drains me. I can’t eat, I can’t sleep. I spend every waking moment trying to figure out how to make things right. I … Continue reading Emotional Rollercoaster…